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I can't hold this in any longer
My life is ruined, I'm having a hard time. I didn't want to harm anyone.
But I feel really sorry to the people who keep supporting and liking me, even though there's nothing good about me. That's why I've been holding everything in to myself.
Is it that hard to apologise?
No, I never even hoped for an apologise. But don't you ever think you're being too harsh?
Are you really a human? I'm not even scared of anything now, not even death
I don't want to harm anyone, but I can't hold this in any longer
I have never said anything so far, when will you understand?
What did I do well that I had the guts to leave alone?
I was desperate, I know how it feels. I didn't want to ruin it and make things complicated.
If I die quietly, no one will know the reasons behind it.
If you were really human, you would, at least, live your life with guilt.
I didn't want to wake up, not even a little bit. But I woke up, and it scared me even more.
You're saying you never did that because there's no proof?
I stayed quiet no matter what I heard, no matter how unfair it is. But it's not because I'm stupid.
This would be my last time giving in, think about it well.
If you apologise, even though I can't forgive you, I will leave on my own will.
It'll be over if I just reveal all of the things I've been holding in to myself
This is very absurd that it's making me mad.
Official note? I developed anxiety disorder because of someone and I had to go to the hospital quietly because if I told anyone, they would think that I'm playing victim.
My company knows about that. And a staff said that all my parents wanted is for me to graduate and for this thing to not interfere my studies, and that it's the condition my company has to fulfil?
My hands are trembling. I came back to school, I don't have problems with my absence.
And now, not coming to school is even a bigger problem than not coming to practice to me
You pretend to be a staff from the company and call my homeroom teacher every day and record the conversation. You didn't want to say anything, so you only said sorry.
But seems like you guys already forget the wounds and abusive words you said to me in the cafe that day? I will never forget that for the rest of my life.
I talked to the company. I can't even breathe when I'm around you guys due to my anxiety disorder.
I would faint every time I'm around you. I talked about it to the CEO and he decided that I should go on a break.
And official note? There's a record about it, and I already talked it out with the company. It's over.
In the dorm, you never include me in anything you do because I'm a minor.
You always suspect me and call me numerous times. Why do you guys get to have fun and I have to be suspected like that?
At first, I thought you guys were just paying attention to me. But you've crossed the lines.
Whenever you guys called and I couldn't pick up because I was asleep, you guys would start suspecting me and call me 100 times.
I developed this anxiety disorder because of you guys. I couldn't do anything.
Even the company can no longer control you. Do you remember what you guys did to me?
Did I do something wrong to you? Did I ever harm you?
You guys said you can't go outside to hang out because of me. The results are out.
The CEO told me that it's dangerous for me and said that I should stay still.
But have the company always been like that since the very first?
Think about everything you guys have done to me. I have never intended to interfere with our private life, but you guys made me do it. Take care of it yourselves.
You said I'm having fun and getting money?
You know how my situation is. I couldn't hold it in any longer now that you said it.
I hesitated to talk about this but I haven't even been contacting my parents and I felt sorry to them that I have to go through all of this, I had to live with my friends for a few months because of it.
My friends helped me with my living cost and treatments fee, she even helped me taking care of my younger sibling. I feel really sorry for her that I went to the rooftop and almost ended my life.
I was about to jump down but to think about how she even got extra jobs to help me and my younger sibling brought me to tears. I told her how sorry I was, I was so sorry that I tried to live for her.
Part-time job? I talked about it with my company, the conversation got longer and it didn't resolve anything.
After receiving treatments for awhile, they got me a job at their relative's place, saying that it would help me with my living costs. But that's all they did for me.
I was severely harmed. My anxiety disorder was so severe that I couldn't go to school.
I talked to the company about how living apart from them made me feel better, so we agreed on that.
The company knows the situation of my family. You guys have no idea about what I've been through, right? It's getting me goosebumps to think 7 of you ganged up against me like that.
Think about it, why do I put so much effort to try to die?
I almost jumped off of a building. I've harmed myself with knife. I swallowed 50 sleeping pills, even though I normally don't take them. I was brought to the hospital because of it. Was it just because I wanted people to pity me?
Why would I reveal my family's situation to you?
Do you remember what you say to me that day in the cafe?
You told me to turn off my phone as soon as you saw me. Do you remember what did you do to me?
If it wasn't for that, I would've held it in and left.
I cried on my way home that day, because I can no longer hold it in.
It was my first time talking about that. Proof? There's not a lot of them but I'll reveal them one by one, don't worry.
Did you guys get scolded because of that? You guys do all the thing the company told you not to
I wanted this to end without harming anyone. But look what you were doing in the back when I talked.
'Since you interfered with my private life, I can do the same too, right?'
You don't have anything else to say that you had no choice but to talk about that, I have no idea.
But you guys are the one who's minding the business you shouldn't be minding.
How is it my fault to blame? I'm all alone, you know I can't do anything
I am very scared, but I will take care of it.
I don't care about anything else. I don't care if anyone says anything, the perpetrators know exactly what I'm talking about.
Sympathy? I never even hoped for that. I don't care how people will treat me now.
I just want you guys to live the rest of your life with guilt.
I'm sick and tired of this.
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1. [+228][-13] I think Mina's decision to speak up was very great. Guys, let's expose them all.
2. [+199][-6] The angels are so problematic. Ace of Angels, Angel N Soul...
3. [+146][-2] What is this? Why is this not an issue yet?
4. [+80][-1] I hope the other dirty groups get exposed to. Things like this should be spoken out.
5. [+79][-1] Seems like girl groups have a lot of internal problems, things keep getting exposed lately... These girls used to be the outstanding ones when they were commoners, that's why most of them seem very powerful and stepping on the fragile, weak ones
6. [+51][-1] Am I the only one who doesn't understand what she said? If she wanted to expose the bullies, she should've written them clearly. These posts are really long and yet I have no idea what she's talking about.
7. [+45][-1] She's a'02liner, what are they doing to a minor...
8. [+26][-1] Who bullied her?
9. [+34][-0] So she is bullied by her teammates, but what is exactly she's trying to say?
10. [+25][-2] It's such a relief that she spoke up when she's still a rookie... If she hadn't, she may turn out like Mina...ㅠㅠ I wish both Mina and Haena all the best. I hope the bullies to go to hell.
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